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Another Sunday, another Paper.
This time I actually read the book, wrote the paper and was finished before my designated time, and I started all of the three before the LAST POSSIBLE MINUTE.
Holy shit, what do I do for the next 4 hours?
No one has replied to climbing or a pre-party. Except sean... but he can't climb.... my bad.
I think I've pulled out of my depression, thanks to Kat and her family, regrounding me in the fact that people do love me for me, not because I can shake my ass or that I like drinking. The Saddle Rack also helped, I felt so good dancing, I just love it, and I miss it. I think I'm not gonna worry about CJ.
Lincoln lived a very successul life with the acceptance that he was going to be sad. and I think I've come to that conclusion that my depression will be reoccurring, but there will always be a light at the end of it, that some day I'll feel better. It's mostlikely seasonal with compounds of situational. LAst year was almost a fluke b/c I went to NZ and the seasons were flopped. so the light and weather didn't quite effect me in the same way.
I'm throwing a fair amound of my energy into work and school. I have just a few more days left. It's a little scary, I want to definately maintain my A's in my classes and I realistically can.
I was wearing my grandmothers wedding ring (I didn't know it was hers, Ithought it was my mothers from communion or confirmation) and one of the diamonds fell out, but I thought it was cubic zarconium, or a rhinestone. It's somewhere in the diablo room or a hammock or tent that I re-packaged (read: shoved in a bag) It's not big, very tiny. My mom wasn't even upset, she was just like "Those are cheap to replace".
I still felt bad.
I liked the ring before I knew it had diamonds in it, now I really quite like it.
now I have to be more careful with it.
You were just too busy being fabulous.
I'm doing a presentation to a school on Tuesday on rock climbing and leave-no-trace with CJ. I don't know how I'm feeling about this. I like doing it, I like working with CJ, but I'm uneasy about working with someone that I have a genuine
Sarita, sweet you've been to me.