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(no subject) [Feb. 10th, 2009|11:50 pm]
is thinking she might have just had one of the nest moments of her life... a dramatic exit to Journey's "strangers in the night"... Life is complete
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(no subject) [Jan. 25th, 2008|08:26 am]
 Heath was really really hot.

what a shame. and a tragedy. It really is.
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bill. [Dec. 25th, 2007|02:20 am]
 my stomach hurts.
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last of the blue books [Dec. 12th, 2007|09:53 am]
[Bumpin' |Andre 3000- Happy Valentines Day]

actually it's my first blue book of the quarter.

But it's the last test.

Then I meet up with Robert... he's alice's brother. I'm housesitting for 3 weeks in January.... I'm totally excited.

Bryce comes back the 21st.

I have to leave the house by 10:30 so I can stop by the communications department. I want to join the forensics team.
I figure I should try and do something besides History.


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(no subject) [Dec. 7th, 2007|07:10 am]
[Bumpin' |Timberlan- Miscommunication]

IT's  7:10 AM... I have an informal presentation at 9:30. I have to conclude a Cali paper. It takes 1 hour to get to school. I still have to find my sources for my presentation and fnalize my research question. 
That should take 30 minutes... I have roughly 30 min to fingure out how to conclude my paper in cali...

And I'm here....


Today is my last stress day of the semester  quarter.

Thank god. at 1:10 it will all be over (almost)
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Lincoln's Melancholy [Dec. 2nd, 2007|01:39 pm]
[Current Location |Kitchen]
[I feel oh so..... |hopefulhopeful]
[Bumpin' |Eagles- Too Busy Being Fabulous]

Another Sunday, another Paper.

This time I actually read the book, wrote the paper and was finished before my designated time, and I started all of the three before the LAST POSSIBLE MINUTE.

Holy shit, what do I do for the next 4 hours?
No one has replied to climbing or a pre-party. Except sean... but he can't climb.... my bad.

I think I've pulled out of my depression, thanks to Kat and her family, regrounding me in the fact that people do love me for me, not because I can shake my ass or that I like drinking. The Saddle Rack also helped, I felt so good dancing, I just love it, and I miss it. I think I'm not gonna worry about CJ.

Lincoln lived a very successul life with the acceptance that he was going to be sad. and I think I've come to that conclusion that my depression will be reoccurring, but there will always be a light at the end of it, that some day I'll feel better. It's mostlikely seasonal with compounds of situational. LAst year was almost a fluke b/c I went to NZ and the seasons were flopped. so the light and weather didn't quite effect me in the same way. 

I'm throwing a fair amound of my energy into work and school. I have just a few more days left. It's a little scary, I want to definately maintain my A's in my classes and I realistically can. 

I was wearing my grandmothers wedding ring (I didn't know it was hers, Ithought it was my mothers from communion or confirmation) and one of the diamonds fell out, but I thought it was cubic zarconium, or a rhinestone. It's somewhere in the diablo room or a hammock or tent that I re-packaged (read: shoved in a bag) It's not big, very tiny. My mom wasn't even upset, she was just like "Those are cheap to replace". 
I still felt bad. 

I liked the ring before I knew it had diamonds in it, now I really quite like it.

now I have to be more careful with it. 

You were just too busy being fabulous.

I'm doing a presentation to a school on Tuesday on rock climbing and leave-no-trace with CJ. I don't know how I'm feeling about this. I like doing it, I like working with CJ, but I'm uneasy about working with someone that I have a genuine 

Sarita, sweet you've been to me.

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(no subject) [Nov. 21st, 2007|08:56 am]
[I feel oh so..... |grumpygrumpy]

Dear  *Insert Gov't Official*

Put Education first> Stop Whining about everything else, That will work out as long as we have an educated Society.

A Useless History Major
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uhg. [Sep. 12th, 2007|07:16 am]
[I feel oh so..... |sicksick]
[Bumpin' |fiest- 1234]

I am completely sick. this will be my 3rd trip to the hospital in 2 months, and not for check ups. 
as it goes I have some kind of wonderful infection in the back of my throat, two pusey sores and two very swollen lymphs and extreme pain when i swallow.
I just feel bad about the fact that I probably gave it to 3 people saturday night. Chris. Sean and heather.... I was really drunk and woke up with a lot of regrets. 
I've come to notice a pattern. heavy drinking= sick for 2+ days. as it stands I'm missing two days of work. maybe three.
I'm just kind of sick of being sick. and I know particially it's because of my weight. I have a lowered immune system. I'm really trying to loose it, which makes me more prone.

I can also blame ben on part of this. 
the lead singer of the plain white tees is ugly. no, fugly.

I want a $900 saddle. I really can;t afford it.
I'm just gonna ride bareback until Alice's saddle is free again.

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home temp. [Jul. 27th, 2007|08:29 pm]
[Current Location |home]
[I feel oh so..... |calmcalm]

I got food poisoning.... I'm home until sunday.

I'm tired.
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already gone [Jun. 16th, 2007|01:34 pm]
[Current Location |Bear Valley, CA]
[I feel oh so..... |calmchill]

Oh, I'm at wolfeboro this summer. I kind of already left.

write me mail or something

Liz Zedaker
c/o Camp Wolfeboro
General Delivery
Bear Valley, 95223

BTW I fucking love this place.

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